Torchwalks

You are the reason I actually started watching Schitt's Creek. Now I'm just done with Season 1 and oh god is it good, though that finale was not funny at all, just feels. Why is it feels, seriously. I wish we got to actually work together this game and I'm sorry that your connection to me got you voted out . Also, good on you fighting all the way to jury from being first boot, though I held out hope for a while you'd get to rejoin us for good, would have been fun to have you and me there.



Our conversation was stilted at first but by the end I did enjoy our discussion quite a lot. I enjoyed sharing OSP with you and talking about Civ (which reminds me I have a lot of add ons to get still), but it is a shame we didn't actually get to work together. I mean apparently you blame me for your early interactions with Patty for some reason but that's like secondhand information and I'm very curious about what you have for me at FTC. Hopefully you play more of these, it sounds like you got bogged down in the time commitment, but if you don't have that restriction then I think you can go far.




Of the players I met, you are the biggest mystery to me. Like I never felt like you were against me, but it definitely seemed like you had more going on. I'm still embarassed about the time I literally forgot we talked about Society Game together and oh god are you gonna rake me over the coals for that. Rereading my conversations with you I am sad we didn't get to talk more and that we didn't really ever get to talk game, you have a very good mind when it comes to choosing reality game shows to watch (and other shows, you're one of the few people I know who enjoys Columbo) and I need to get onto crime scene. After torchwalks I'm gonna just make a list of all the things I should do since otherwise these are just empty sentiments and like, they really shouldn't be.

How do I even begin to deal with this torchwalk. Our relationship was complicated, like I enjoyed sharing information with you on our second tribe and was so pumped to get to work together later and was surprised  that you were so willing to throw for your tribe and then I was more surprised that you were voted out on that tribe. And then later you were back and I was incredibly happy...and then you decided to try and kill me to get a better relationship with Hunnie. Still, when we weren't fighting it was cool to talk to you about your motorcycles and well A LOT of game. If you had actually been around the day you left, I don't think you would have gone home. I'm very curious to see how you are as a juror. 

I think the word that describes how I feel about us most is...disappointment. Like one our first tribe you were the person I loved the most, you had a sense of humour I enjoyed, understood how to play well and so long as you stuck by me I probably wouldn't ever think of turning on you. And then I was blindsided, but it was okay, Kass wouldn't be the one to flip on me, clearly it was Kohga's fault...and then I learned it was you. Like I still don't know exactly what it was I did that round, but I get why you might have wanted to take me out as a threat early on (still would have been better to wait on it though). I have a lot of respect for how you recovered from round 2 though, like you lost one of your closest allies there and still managed to make it to the merge in a very strong position with good allies and with most everyone enjoying their conversations with you. I wanted you to get sniped on the split tribes but you managed to get people to not take the shot, so good on you. You always seemed to be on top until well, you weren't and I'm very pleased with how our story ended, one of us winning the intial vote or an item getting played would have been too dissapointing, instead a simple 4-4 tie, with you going on the revote was quite satisfying. I wish you well, and while I doubt I have a shot at your jury vote, it's probably the one that would mean the most to me to receive. 



I'm very happy we swapped together. Like I was interested in working closer with you from round 2, and like damn are you fun to talk to. Your gimmick wasn't overbearing it was just the right amount in order to be able to communicate and while I get that I probably wasn't your closest allies, I'm glad we got to work together. You are smart, funny and you didn't deserve to go when you did. Also it was just nice to be able to talk about speedruns with someone else, not many people enjoy doing that so I was very pleased to find someone who had that interest. 

Fun fact, I actually have the most messages with you than anyone else in the game, and it's not like most of our messages were short at all. Like I worked with you about as much as I worked with Urbosa and I'm glad we got that opportunity. You are a fucking force in the game and it took a ridiculous amount of items to send you out of the game. You showed me a lot of different sides of you. Ones where you were sweet and loved animals, ones where you really underrated yourself (on purpose or not I am not sure), ones where you were you were a very strong strategic mind and a good partner and ones where you were very very angry over the slightest betrayal. Your confessional is one I'm very intrigued to read as well just because I feel I might be able to actually know what was going on from it.


You would have won this game. When I first made the F3 deal with you and Royal Horse, while Horse seemed to be reticent but willing to work through it, you were enthusiastic. You saved me several times and I'm sorry I didn't read you into the Kass vote, but you...failed to do that the round before. Seriously though, you are amazing at talking to people, you talked me through my panic the round I could only talk to 2 people and I wish that we picked up where we left off that round, but man were you too impressive. Your thoughts on survivor are spot on and I don't know why everyone would have thought you were a goat before, but you weren't here. Here's one more meme for the road: