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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 19:15:05 GMT -5
how is it possible for a single person to be literally perfect at everything
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 19:29:21 GMT -5
idk it kinda sucks that this is what decides the game, it feels like literally nobody else could have possibly ever had a chance from day 1? usually when you lose at survivor you can look at it and say "here's a thing i could've done better" and i guess for everyone that's just going to be nothing this time
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 19:31:14 GMT -5
we're literally at the point where evn if i wasn't already thinking about it, i'd be going, i have to vote epona here because she's useless at challenges
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 19:45:01 GMT -5
if i knew this was a final 2 i would be more likely to keep epona, since i don't need both revali and mipha for ftc. but i don't know that! if it's a final 3, i need all the firepower i can get in challenges to beat this robot running challengewin.exe or like, hacking the mods' fucking spreadsheet i don't even know man is she a secret twist mod account or something that just wins automatically
now im thinking of keeping epona to put one more threat between me and urbosa to buy me a round from her unstoppable murder spree
i don't bloody know, this sucks
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 21:18:47 GMT -5
apparently everyone does know about the arrow after all, like i thought they would
i can probably assume urbo/mipha are 2 votes against me here, and urbo could try to idol someone else. if i halfidol and we split well, it might be fine.
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 21:50:21 GMT -5
i'm running low on fucks and it's showing in the energy level of all my messages
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 22:02:43 GMT -5
Alright. Fuck it. Mipha gave me "all her alliances." I told her about my relationship with Urbosa, a thing no one knows at all. If I hear about it, I'm burning Mipha. If I don't, I'm keeping Mipha.
This is my best chance at the game. I know that.
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 22:17:36 GMT -5
spectators, i hope you stan an idiot who keeps trying to kick the football no matter how many times mipha pulls it away
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Post by Master Kohga on May 28, 2020 23:47:04 GMT -5
ah, here come the feelings of guilt
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Post by Master Kohga on May 29, 2020 11:42:15 GMT -5
a little concerned this might accidentally be my move, elevating my threat level higher than i want it, but there's nothing i can do about that now
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Post by Master Kohga on May 29, 2020 11:42:51 GMT -5
even though i checked and you can't have seen these messages i can't shake the feeling that they broke you and i'm feeling guilty and fuck. i legitimately cannot play these games. they're so bad for me. it makes me such an anxious guilty wreck, and if i get far it's even worse. i just can't hurt people like this, it's not me. i have got to fucking stop. i don't know how other people can just do the heartless thing and not feel bad. it's okay kohga. i feel the same way. i feel like fucking dogshit about doing this but your last point was right -- in an endgame with me/you/urbosa/epona, we've sealed our fate. so we're either here to play nice or we're here to win. it breaks my fucking heart too. i literally feel ill thinking about doing it. but i think you're right -- it's the right choice. even if it's the hard choice. fucking shit. this pretty much sums everything up, i think
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Post by Master Kohga on May 29, 2020 12:40:56 GMT -5
Urbosa does offer another path to the end -- I *could* continue taking out the bottom people, get Epona later as she won't win challenges that aren't rupees. But this relies on a belief that I can beat Urbosa at the end, and I don't have that belief; although I would not be excited about her game as a juror, I don't feel confident that I can say the same about others.
This round should help me at the end, so I'm less worried about taking Sidon now; I actually kind of don't know what I'll do if Urbosa turns out to not have an idol, as I'm kind of counting on her going at 4. There's an argument for me to not play the arrow after all. :shrug: I think when she sees I've blindsided her this round she'll declare war on me anyway.
My plan works better if this is f3, but i don't get to know that for some reason.
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Post by Master Kohga on May 29, 2020 12:42:59 GMT -5
halfidoling mipha would be a good play here but i don't want her to feel like she has to take me out because i did that, and taking epona out with the very symbol of our friendship/proving she was wrong to ever trust me in a complete way like that feels mean. i don't think she was wrong to exactly. at least, i'd like to tell myself that. she just needed to not get this big.
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Post by Master Kohga on May 29, 2020 12:52:40 GMT -5
this is one of those things where if i win the game i'll be hailed as a genius and if i don't this will be the mistake
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Post by Master Kohga on May 29, 2020 15:10:38 GMT -5
ive thought of saving the halfidol to give to sidon next round but that seems soooo greedy.
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