pink now

V fashionable

sorry for the delayed response here but i figured my position isnt changing and i had plenty of time to get around to it. anyway the big real response will be the first one, dont have too much to say about the rest

1) i regret going out first, but in terms of my actions i dont think a major regret. i wanted to play in a little bit of a new way, and came up with this concept of just being outwardly very social and almost doing a stream of consciousness in PMs, letting words flow and then blasting off messages, it's very honest in a way and i thought it would make people feel i was someone sincere and without guile, someone whom they could trust. it was also pretty fun and i was really starting to get into thinking and acting that way.

is it a stupid way to play? i dont think necessarily... like with someone like roscoe he said "oh this is a very social player and i dont think that works well with me," that makes perfect sense from where he sits, but on the whole this method definitely doesnt seem like a player that would be a typical first boot and i think i was a victim of a fairly unlikely vote. like maybe a bit down the line i get booted for being a social threat if im actually perceived as threatening, but i was also very deliberately kind of bumbling through the fake idol hunt and so on, in a way that i hoped would lower my threat level somewhat. i was prepared to eventually be blindsided if i didnt have enough threats around me, i just wasnt prepared for it to happen so soon. it's not everyday one gets the chance to play one of these and i dont know if or when my next opportunity will come...

i pondered for a bit whether i should regret, when i got such an obvious blowoff response from teebo, having not followed up by shaking him by the shoulders and saying are you voting me, whats going on, and you know, trying to flip it. but i think at that point with like 10 minutes left or whatever his response wouldve just been to run out the clock and maybe not reply at all, i dont think i wouldve had much any chance to turn him around so late when hes already committed to all these other people to vote that way. i wouldve needed to detect the whole thing much earlier to change it and i simply hadnt.

the tribe really seemed to come to life like after 10pm est when i was signing off for the day, and then nobody was ever around for like the entire 9am-5pm hours the next day when i was available. that was frustrating even when i felt pretty safe. and you know what, looking at the online lists even since then, i think that mightve been something of a long-term problem, which kind of befuddles me.

2) no specific twists im looking for

3) theyre fine, i only really met teebo and kass though

4) obviously not

5) idk, im so far detached from whatevers going on there i couldnt begin to say

6) kohga probably wins

1) i do have some impressions on revali and kohga who coincidentally were the two i identified as the strongest players on d1 and the two who voted with me (although kohga couldve saved me!!). props to kohga also for being aware of the blindside apparently, and yet actually giving me a normal human message at deadline while kass ghosted and teebo got super awk. not even his blindside and yet he can handle it like a pro while the others gave me huge flashing signals. so initially kohga is my #1 and revali is my #2 (lol revali ""shouldve"" gone out first and here he is lmao. hahah!!! and here i am, i love it!!!).

that being said, although that is my only game experience, it's stupid to vote just based on that even though this format has me biased to do so. but since i never experienced anything else, what else is there? FTC baby. i guess this FTC will be important for me.

2) i dont know anything that happened so i cant agree or disagree with them. ive read most of their posts but have no context for what theyre talking about. epona sounded very beloved but then arrived in the jury so who knows.

3) i want someone that can communicate the strength of their game at least somewhat concisely, while not being corny

4)

5) hey remember me