Episode 17: This is The End

Man Sidon and Epona do not like me, yet strangely the thing that hurts most is that Urbosa wouldn't vote for me here. I mean...am I that surprised, no, I literally made a post saying them protecting me was bad, but still hurts.

PATRICIA, HOW CAN ONE PERSON BOTH SAVE ME AND SCREW ME OVER SO MUCH AT THE SAME TIME!

TIL I respond to criticism I deem unfair with highly sarcastic comments that do not help my chance of getting that person's jury vote but feel sooooo so good.

Yeah this is probably my last game for a while. Like I fundamentally do not think that what I think constitutes a good game will ever be considered a good game by the masses and this game causes me too much stress over a period of time and for what, for me to once again survive against all odds and have people be..dissapointed by it. Like this game wasn't fun for me, it's never fun to play from the bottom the entire time, like usually I come out of the game with a number of relationships I really value a lot and this time I just...don't, that was ruined from the first TC. I mean Kohga is still chill and Mipha, Urbo and Oven are all great but...still nothing like I've felt before. Maybe when I'm less glum I'll reconsider, but this is just stress and I'm far more interested in running games than playing them.

Still have to try though, and maybe just maybe I'll bring people around to my point of view or people will be more dissapointed in Mipha and Urbosa they'll throw votes my way, but *shrug* they've been doing pretty fine themselves.

Yeah with the amount I didn't know this game, le sigh.

Sidon's question, "which juror votes do you least want?"
My Answer: You.

But damn did that feel good.